Nicola Mclean said she had a google about how many pills to take, and this was her move to attempt for suicide. Nicoloa contemplated Suicide as her five-year marriage with the Tom Williams, a footballer, was hit to rocks. The glamor model confirmed that last month the couple had split amid the reports the father of her son allured her during his regular trip to Las Vegas.She spoke about her break up with this husband, and she has now fell in a sense of despair. In an interview to Now Magazine, she has expressed her emotions that this is the worst experience of my life, my mind was erratic, and the thought of not having the tom would rather have me dead.